December 2009
So I guess that’s what we do; we wait. You’re always going to feel pain, hurt,...
“There isn't any symbolism. The sea is the sea....
People think that I must be a very strange person. This is not correct. I have...
– Stephen king
I just had a wonderful quality time with my buddy,...
I’m very fond of walking. Walking is a great afternoon friend. I concur wholeheartedly.
Mickey D’s.
Sauntering down the walks of the new government center.
Watching the sun go down.
Singing.
A diverting downtime.
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I spend 23 hours a day wondering whether we’re...
To tell you the truth I don’t have much to offer....
That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.
– The perks of being a wallflower
Maybe true love is a decision. You know, a decision to take a chance with...
– Love and other disasters
I wish I were so busy living life so I could...
blue moon, you saw me standing alone.
It’s fucking painful, isn’t it? This whole love thing.
How to say
What to do?
Oh, what to do?
Where to go
If not to you?
Where to go,
and whom to love?
How imagine
the stars above?
This one might be mine
Oh there are boys who would kill me
just as quickly for the way I am crying into the world,
less than usual—or rather,
I should say more—shining, bloodied, separate, I came.
If they could have it their own brutal way, then: shining, bloodied,
separate I would go.
Go where? you ask.
To the stars, of course. Free of the body with its quenchless wanting,
...
Will move away from the computer now..
the marred pages of my notes are giving me all the reasons not to live here.
innominate
love how
how your fingers fit perfectly
between the spaces of my hand
how that space becomes
because you have occupied it.
That hand, pale and odd.
Ever notice how your skin
changes with the light,
or that there’s a roughness here
and nowhere else?
Everything you do is interesting
to me, more than interesting.
Everything you do is you.
And what I want,
what I want,
is your...
Sometimes I really hope I could go somewhere hidden and start life anew. I wanna hide somewhere where no one could see or hear me. I wanna scream and cry as much as I want. Life means nothing to me now. I can’t do what I want but people can do what they want to me. I just want to drift away aimlessly and never return.
I'm so lost and weak. I feel like I'm stuck at...
I wished you could just turn and see that the one that truly loves you is just standing right here, all along.
because right now, I'm crying. I'm praying that...
I won’t give up.
living is a form of not being sure. Not knowing...
· if these earthly minutes would last forever, I’d walk under the bitter moon with you. I’d walk barefoot through wet grass with you. I’d chew on butterfinger bars with you and you know how I hate butterfingers with a fiery passion. I’d find compassion with you. I’d build robots with you and solve math problems with you because I suck at math. I’d glow with you. I’d dance with you....
My affections and wishes have not changed, but one...
Mr. Darcy: Miss Elizabeth. I have struggled in vain and I can bear it no longer. These past months have been a torment. I came to Rosings with the single object of seeing you... I had to see you. I have fought against my better judgment, my family's expectations, the inferiority of your birth by rank and circumstance. All these things I am willing to put aside and ask you to end my agony.
Elizabeth Bennet: I don't understand.
Mr. Darcy: I love you.
So this is your opinion of me. Thank you for explaining so fully. Perhaps these...
GOODNIGHT LOVELIES.
Is it too late?
my heart is still willing to change your mind.
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merci, mon amie!